Sunday's Soliloquy

Get your things together. Get prepared. Batten down the hatches.

Mercury goes retrograde at the end of this week. Lord help us all.

Kasey is happy to be home. I am happy to have her home. Little shit. I love her. I love her Daddy ("Kolby"), too. He's my first 4-legged child. He's 12 1/2 years old now. I don't think he will be with me a whole lot longer, so I am happy that Kasey is in my life. She's just as sweet and loving as he was as a puppy.

Still no $3000 jackpot. I am still tempted to take my 75 cents to the casino, dammit!!! I think I am doing something wrong, though.

I've been worrying about my money situation and finances...praying to a higher power or three out there that will listen to me, struggling, trying to figure out how to make ends meet - and TWO (not ONE - but TWO of them!!) of my girlfriends found out this week that they are expecting little bundles sometime in late January 2008.

*sigh* I mean better THEM than ME, but why can't *I* get some good news?????

I am going job shopping this week - I've got to pick up something else to make ends meet until whatever happens with our hotel situation HAPPENS. I don't feel like there's any other alternative right now. I HATE to do this - because it's probably going to require at least one more medication adjustment on my end, but I can only pay about a third of my bills, and every one else I owe money to is starting to really push with the phone calls day and night. Sheesh. You'll get yours when I get mine. I have NOT forgotten that I owe you payments!!!!!!!! GIT OFFA ME!

I just hate feeling unstable in insecure about our finances. It drains me to the point of NO rejuvenation. BRASSA-FRACKA-FILTH-FOUL-FLARN.......... >:-(

OK - enough babbling for now. Just needed to crack the lid on the old pot and let off a little steam.

Hope you all have a GREAT week. I know I am going to try to get all of my duckies in a row before the stars & planets pull off THEIR CRAP this week....I suggest you do the same. Mercury highly interferes with communications, plans, scheduled payments, etc., etc.....don't say you weren't warned!

Ciao! :o)